Friday, July 17, 2009
Life Science Presentation is on 15July. We gonna wear the prefect ties lols. cant imagine myself in that and tucking in my shirt(for the 1st time?)...
I know that its best that we chiong finish the research and report so that we can refine and edit till the report is in the best form. I also know that the deadline is coming up== But i dunno why, even when i have time, i still slack and play all day. I still owe homework that has been overdue for weeks. I thank the teachers for their patience and apologise for the extra stress, extra work. Feel that we shud learn to appreciate teachers, even if we are not favourite students, and even when we dun like them.( that was so hypocritic(?) , well just so full of hypocrisy, considering the way i'll behave wif tan siew seng as my teacher...)
Well, just try to be nice to them. When we grow up and look back it might be too late to say thank you.
Hmmm.... went around reading blogs and hidden posts... Quite saddening really. Quite alot of friends were sad, depress, vexed, going mad...
$^&*%^&* the world...
After reading a particular post, if I'm not wrong it was partly directed to me, I feel that I don't really know who I am. (reminds me of a Jackie Chan movie)
really. I thought i was idiotic and irritating, then i got praised. Just when i get big headed, I was insulted and told off. When i was down friends cheered me up. When I got attached to friends, thinking I'm important to them, I read a post saying Friends aren't pets, neither are they shadows.
I'm confused.
Anyway, back to the subject about the other post, I regret that, even in the physical comfort of modern day singapore, people are still in one way or another sad, hurt and mixed-up...
How i wish i could help tt person...
I really wanna do just that... but my courage is always god-damned failing me at the last moment... my insides would get all feverish before i board the god-damned bus...
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Haizz...
think im going slightly mad...
hmm...
anyway... back to life science research...
Till the next time i blog(who nows when)...
bye~